runaway with me

and i'm like, syiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

you blew me away.

like a fucking slap in the face.

paper bags and plastic cards

so they say summer was one mistake we never learn from.

well, there are mistakes by the dozens i could be put to trial and hanged for this autumn alone. since when is being young and free a crime? men are borne free but everywhere he is in chains.

autumn is beautiful. but the weather can turn so ugly. beauty of the changing leaves coupled with the annoyance of all things wet and cold. as usual, i am not anticipating winter.

my confession to the world: i am a hypocrite. the worst kind. the kind that enjoys, not the hypocrisy but the joy of the action in itself. but isn't everybody? irony and life go well together.

matt nathanson - still

selamat hari raya aidil adha. God Bless.

if you must

yes yes we shouldn't judge you.

yes yes we should accept you as you 'am'.

yes yes you hate people who don't even know you but think they know you.

yes yes love you for who you are yada yada yada.

wake up and smell the redbull, honey. take a good look around you and then take a good look at yourself. we are humans; self-interest and competitiveness is an inherent part of us.

you may not realise it but you yourself are probably the most judgmental person you know. how many times have you made an inaccurate first impression of a person of the same gender as you just because that person is very, say, good-looking? a complete mindfuck, i know.

and when i rant on about this, i don't exclude myself. i judge people and people judge me. only i don't go around attacking people before they even start to. the first thing on a person's mind is probably just: oh it be cool if we could be friends. x

the everyday

the everyday is beautiful.

the perfect paragraphs ; in a lazy Sunday

your eyes so dark yet colourful

dogs barking next door ; affinity and disarray.

the wooden signs in the park

never told me you're coming

the clouds are not lined with silver

i shouldn't be expecting

oh you have made my life wonderful

looking forward through red sunglasses

everywhere tiny hearts afloat

flutter flutter flutter, not the butterfly

dear blog,

i have been so busy lately.

but happy birthday to my baby.

he's asleep now.

i hope he has the sweetest dreams imaginable.

a thousand kisses.

comparisons are never good

facebook. have you ever heard of people getting satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment in life just because your old 'friends' are now fat? that's just sick. no wonder there's a website for facebook depression.

make-up. uber thickness layer of powdery expensive shit on your face.

make-up. like paint on a crumbling brick wall.

make-up. i wear em too so we are all part of the evil hegemony of beauty.

dear random person,

stop being random just for the sake of being random. its not cute. its attention deficit.

sincerely, just a random annoyed person.