memory labryinths

i thrive to go far.

but i tie a string

one end on my wrist

and the other at the beginning

so i won't get lost.

you do get me right?








i love my friends. shit happens but they have a funny way of staying in your head. like permanent marker on a whiteboard. it can fade. but is not that easy to erase it totally. that was a crappy comparison but what the face.

exam in a few hours. i am not ready yet.

so? i'm doing the fucking exam, not you.

these last few of hours of cramming will hurt me so bad and i love it.

its my last paper, which is absofuckinglutely awesome.

actually my head hurts already.

screw my problems. you have a lovely day (:

paper hell

its 4am. exam is in 5 hours.

am studying for 4 essays.

yes, FOUR fucking essays.

one sitting.

nada life, nada life.

just kill me now.

the drama hypothesis

one fucking good piece of advice from izza nabillah. well she didn't meant it as an advice, but i like to take it that way anyway.

don't get too attached to people.

with exceptions of course.

i miss the following people very much.

sayang. always. always. always. always.

my ex-pds girls yang forever lawa; tiqah, izzati and farhana

my maktabduli companions yang gila; siti, aimimuntel, fisha, jill, ali & zatty

my geng sengkurong; si meera, si max, si boy

my oh-so-lovely cousins of bunut; nana, aliyah, nadiah, shahirah, adriana and abg alan kambang 'R' nya kuat lol.

my darling cousins of lambak; wafiah and enong

my ever youthful aunts; aunty jal, aunty memet and aunty bibi

my grandparents yang tersayang; nene babu! nene bapa! nene lambak girl! nene lambak boy!

the best family ever; MUMMY, BABAH, SYASYA, NADHEERAH AND AJIK

and new friends are always great (:

urang-urang kent yang hebat (:

izza, zikah, najib, syamsiah, ani, rahman, hanif, ida, fifah, wafiy, nina, safwan, nawawi, hafiz, zul, nahqim, amal, kye, dilah, fifiz, kim, milzam, adit, wani, farah, ali, arif, hanif and

and banyak lagi inda tebuat.

yes i'm in a stupid sentimental mood.

argh what have you done to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!