having a massive massive stomach ache. no panadol for relief. feeling a mixture of hunger and no appetite due to pain. heck, how is that even fucking possible? i'm hungry but i don't feel like eating. googling the symptoms didn't help. 'colon cancer' popped out. very common in women. ouch. screw that. i decided that blogging might distract my mind.
there's just a wee bit of time until my first exam which is Politics and popular culture in modern Japan. i did managed to cover some things here and there; hopefully just enough for a pass. i noticed it gets harder and harder to force your brain to study as you go up the academic ladder. O-level was alright. A-level was bearable. Degree is just... why-is-this-shit-so-hard-i-just-wanna-lie-in-my-bed-all-day-watching-streamed-movies-and-eat-food-that-makes-me-lazier. you feeling me here? ;)
but don't get me all wrong. i do care. i am caring enough to the point of stressing out. stress can cause an abundance of things nowadays. its so friggin unhealthy to be stressed that bad skin, headaches, acne etc are attributed to stress as well as a poor diet. exam stress and crappy diets, hmmm show me a student who doesn't suffer even mildly from those two.
and i miss my boyfriend. he is sleeping over at a friend's place. i had a good laugh when he told me he got hooked on the Tudors and now he's got his friend hooked on the Tudors as well. they should be, that show is absolutelyfuckin amazing. i like how they make Jonathan Rhys Meyers aged 'gracefully'.
tummy still killing me. getting harder to ignore.
i like my salmon nicely cooked and not raw. kthanxbye. xx
there's just a wee bit of time until my first exam which is Politics and popular culture in modern Japan. i did managed to cover some things here and there; hopefully just enough for a pass. i noticed it gets harder and harder to force your brain to study as you go up the academic ladder. O-level was alright. A-level was bearable. Degree is just... why-is-this-shit-so-hard-i-just-wanna-lie-in-my-bed-all-day-watching-streamed-movies-and-eat-food-that-makes-me-lazier. you feeling me here? ;)
but don't get me all wrong. i do care. i am caring enough to the point of stressing out. stress can cause an abundance of things nowadays. its so friggin unhealthy to be stressed that bad skin, headaches, acne etc are attributed to stress as well as a poor diet. exam stress and crappy diets, hmmm show me a student who doesn't suffer even mildly from those two.
and i miss my boyfriend. he is sleeping over at a friend's place. i had a good laugh when he told me he got hooked on the Tudors and now he's got his friend hooked on the Tudors as well. they should be, that show is absolutelyfuckin amazing. i like how they make Jonathan Rhys Meyers aged 'gracefully'.
tummy still killing me. getting harder to ignore.
i like my salmon nicely cooked and not raw. kthanxbye. xx
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