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Random
Do you have any pets?	no. they smell.
What color shirt are you wearing?	army green.
Name three things that are physically close to you:	pillow, phone, and the laptop duhh.
What is the last book you read?	new moon by stephanie meyer.
Are you or were you a good student?	were. HAHA.
What's your favorite sport?	you could say sleeping. nadadeh. futsal is awesome.
Do you enjoy sleeping late?	yes.
What's the weather like right now?	mundane.
Who tells the best jokes?	si boy.
What was the last thing you dreamed about?	can't remember.
Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?	no. i wish.
Do you believe in karma?	yes yes yes. ketulahan tu namanyaa.
Do you believe in luck?	no. never had any.
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?	i don't consume eggs at all.
Do you collect anything? If so, what?	yes. clothes labels. saja. and fake tattoos. idk.
Are you proud of yourself?	nope.
Are you reliable?	sometimes.
Have you ever given money to a bum?	nope.
What's your favorite food?	kembayauu. hahaha.
Have you ever had a secret admirer?	i don't think so.
Do you like the smell of gasoline?	kinda.
Do like to draw?	VERY MUCHHH.
What's your favorite invention?	some phrase i can't remember.
Is your room messy?	yessss.
What do you like better: oranges or apples?	both.
Do you give in easily?	you could say that.
Are you a good guesser?	sometimes.
Can you read other people's expressions?	yeah sometimes.
Are you a bully?	sometimes.
Do you have a job?	not at the moment of writing.
What time did you wake up this morning?	i don't think 2pm is considered morning.
What did you eat for breakfast this morning?	when i woke up lunch was over.
When was the last time you showered?	just a few hours ago!
What do you plan on doing tomorrow?	waste more time on useless surveys like this :b
What's your favorite day of the week and why?	saturday. almost everybody is in a good mood.
Do you have any nicknames?	i'm not telling.
Have you ever been scuba diving?	i wish.
What's your least favorite color?	yellow.
Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?	yeah. adaleeee x)
Would you ever go skydiving?	yes!
What toothpaste do you use?	Colgate.
Do you enjoy challenges?	sometimes. i am a lazy arse.
What's the worst injury you have had?	i can't remember.
What's the last movie you saw?	twilight. and it was AWESOME.
What do you want to know about the future?	whether cars will fly.
What does your last text message say?	your available credit is .60. kurang asam.
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?	abg
What's your favorite school subject?	Sociology. *uhuk* did i actually typed that?
What's your least favorite school subject?	Ugama.
Would you rather have money or love?	love.
What is your dream vacation?	Rome. or Paris.
What is your favorite animal?	snakes.
Do you miss anyone right now?	yes.
What's the last sporting event you watched?	footie.
Do you need to do laundry?	nobody touches my lingerie but me.
Do you listen to the radio?	in the car mostly.
Where were you when 9/11 happened?	sitting for PCE in primary 6.
What do you do when vending machines steal your money?	i sue them.
Have you ever caught a butterfly?	as a little girl.
What color are your bed sheets?	pink. *embarassed*
What's your ringtone?	the academy is - skeptics and true believers
Who was the last person to make you laugh?	my sister.
Do you have any obsessions right now?	twilight.
Do you like things that glow in the dark?	yeah.
What's your favorite fruity scent?	citrus.
Do you watch cartoons?	of course. i cannot live without spongebob and the simpsons.
Have you ever sat on a roof?	yes. roofs are liberating spaces.
Have you ever been to a different country?	many.
Name three things in the world you dislike:	amphibians, hypocrisy and ... rape.
Name three people in the world you dislike:	myself. myself and myself.
Has a rumor even been spread about you?	often. some bullshit. some true.
Do you like sushi?	yes. brabis.
Do you believe in magic?	no.
Do you hold grudges?	i try not to.
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sleepless nights

odd. i can't seem to sleep. sigh. actually it isn't odd for me at all. I haven't been able to sleep properly at night for some time. the result of this being my precious daytime hours being wasted. i couldn't be more inefficient with my holidays. holidays. it gets boring fast, in my opinion, and yet i savour the sweet freedom of it. or maybe the boredom is just catalysed by the fact that i do not know or i simply have nothing interesting to do. define interesting you might say. honestly i am blank. sometimes, i do feel empty in a way. now is a perfect example. i think a lot when i am in bed. like a lot. it does not make me feel any more blessed to be in this world. i am here. and that is it. i mean really. that is all. is this what people mean by taking life for granted? is it really amazing and grand as how a person would see it when they gaze into the billions or so stars in the universe, or is it just philosophically insignificant to us that we just go through it everyday, sometimes that day, ending in humiliation or suffering just makes us just want to curl up in bed and die? i have had that. we all do. still, i can't quite describe accurately the complex subconscious flow of thoughts i have at night when I'm in my bed, unable to actually drift into slumber until the little hand comes close to six. the sound of the azan subuh is remarkably calming for me, soothing almost. i do not care much about the dark shadows under my eyes.